faith 2:216 🤍

​its been awhile since i write here.

saje nk tulis sini sbb blog ni jarang orang baca hahaha.

there is a guy, who caught my eyes because of his kindness. a kindness that i will never forget.

bcause he help run back to this so-called ‘acmm’ place because i left my phone there. 

few years onwards, on nisfu syaaban 18 march 2022… 

I get to know the story behind it was he also left his precious watch which is a gift from his dad. (thats why he ran back to acmm) 

hahahah

 when i know the story behind it, i cant help but laugh. it made me smile.

well, there is always a hidden story in everyone’s life, kan?

but that was looooong time ago. it was back in 2018. and he did remember the reason why he ran back to acmm? i am amazed? haha

i mean… he told the me the reason he ran back was because he also left his belongings there. how did he remember? 

i thought he wouldnt remember as it was long time ago??? but he did hahaha

i never talk to him. at all. i am shy when i am infront of him. because he is someone i respect. or maybe because i admire him.

from afar.

he is someone i admire from afar.

and unexpectedly. i didnt know where did i get this courage to meet him, like this. hahaha. this year 2022 hahaha

hopefully. i hope it wasnt that selfish of me. 

but hopefully…

I pray if he is good for me, for my religion, my life, my work and career, my afterlife, I pray may Allah open his heart for me.

may Allah ease our taaruf. 

may Allah ease our way.

but if he isnt good for me, I hope Allah will prevent any feelings from develop in my heart for him.

semoga Allah lindungi hati ini daripada berharap pada seseorang yg bukan jodohku.

semoga Allah halang hati ini drpd mencintai seseorang yg bukan ditakdirkan untuk ku.

Kerana sesungguhnya… 

Allah lah pemilik dan pemegang hati2 manusia.

I trust Allah..

sesungguhnya Allah tahu apa yg trbaik untukku.

sesungguhnya Allah tahu apa yg aku tidak ketahui.

dan… walaupun apa2 pun jadi..

semoga hati ini terbuka menerima ketentuan yg Allah akan tunjukkan.

kerana sesungguhnya tiada kekecewaan selepas istikharah, bukan?

lapangkan dada dan buka hati. berharap pada Allah.

kalau kputusan Allah jauhkan kami.. 

mungkin..

Maybe i am not ready?

Maybe i am not good for him and he is not good for me?

Maybe we are not good for each other?

and ONLY Allah knows.

at least i have tried my best and seek istikharah.

and saya yakin, Allah’s plan is the best.

– faith 2:216 🤍