♥ Kami Besties Forever . In Shaa Allah

Asslamualaikum .

Hari ni nak cerita pasal kami .

siapa kami ?

ala , kami la .

aisyah , izzati  dan adibah  .

tadi kami pergi tanjung api untuk tangkap gmbar .

best nye tangkap gmbar ! -.-

untuk buat folio sejarah je .

dalam perjalanan , terpaksa dduk himpit dlam kereta .

adibah kene duduk atas aisyah . awww ~

rugi pulak tak tangkap gmbar tadi .

comel ! haha

tapi kami sakan tangkap gambar . 

k , mmg best . takkan lupakan :')

thanks awak dan awak ! sebab teman saya .

walaupun sy geramm dengan awak dan awak pagi tadi -.-

tapi terima kasih . 

love you . k bye .

♥ Asslamualaikum ♥

♥ Something Unexpected ?

Please don't tell me not to cry ,

please don't tell me there was a reason why ,

you don't know what I am feeling ,

or how much I hurt ,

the wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt ,

you think I should go on with life ,

forget about it and be strong ,

but deep down I am sad ,

and I don't want to go along ,

I don't expect you to understand why ,

for no apparent reason I break down and start to cry ,

my life has changed forever ,

you see it .

And that is why I am not acting like the same old me ,

so please don't try to act like nothing happened ,

because it change my life forever ,

I will never be same again ,

not today , not tomorrow but never ,

the best thing you can do for me is just be there ,

just like always , my dear friend ,

my broken heart is hurting bad ,

and it will never mend .

♥ Giving Up On Myself Without Realizing

Moving on , starting over , reinvention or whatever terms I used as remark to announce the beginning of the other hundred beginnings , it revolves on the same principle , hope and expectation . I just want my freaking life back .I aim to be happy , able to joy life like I used to be , accept trials and obstacles with open heart , and be appreciative and contented with what I already had 

I think I am starting to feel tired of this self ritual , think I can't never make it and forever will be in starting over phase , and I am soon will be desperate and pathetic blogger who whine a lot ! 

* in blog , about life in general * and never happy :'<

Maybe I already reached to a point where I am actually giving up on myself without realizing . I am having an issue trusting this "starting over" term . I numb with my feelings and emotions , could be ? And trust me , I don't want that to happen to me :'<